Things have changed a lot..still i remember the first day after I joined accenture when i went back home...it was realy amazing..It was like I got my life back...fresh air..happiness ...it was the same till some few months before...But situations changed..Have i grown old so fast?
NOwadays Im going home...just like that..Im not feeling the same now..Im getting irritated there..evrytime Im cursing my parents...I do love thm..but the emotions are differntly expressed...
Im feeling guilty...Im surprised...only talks about my future...not exactly future...with whom should i spare my rest of life...ofcourse I know its a big question..And I cant blame them because they didnt restrrict me in my way..I had my freedom...freedom that I didnt use..someone may say freedom that I didnt misuse...I dont know which one is more correct and sensible..
Can u imagine I learned how to be dump..means i stopped talking to my father...it continued for a month and more..it happend more than once...I dont know what exactly happend and still happening in my life..I know life is all about surprises and twists..but sometimes even difficult...crap
I feel like Im so serious..why because I lost that charm in my life..Im always in deep thoughts..lost in the middle of coversation..Im not picking my friends calls..putting constraints everywhere..Im not part of my friends ...I know..im trying..but somehow pretendence came in my life...AM i a good actress?...
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