Friday, April 9, 2010

The day you left

The day came..for the past two three weeks im not feeling good..I know this truth should be accepted..But ..Some coldness ..moody...gloomy days...I wanna move on....

how I managed to behave normally that day?...no one felt tht im in my worst mood.....even he didnt ..



I dont kno why I stayed back...but i ddnt talk much..I can controll my emotion..one of my strength as well I hate that strength..I wanna explode myself.....



I knew that he will accompany me till my flat...But I said not necesary eventhough I know the answer..nd I loved that walk...eventhough I have a lot to tell him ...we talked some nonsense....I wished he could understand me.....I wished the road should not end thr...I know tomorrow we wll not see.....only hope is sometime somwhere we can meet..we wll call..we wll keep in touch ...





But like this...wll never again possible..he came till the gate and said ..bye..nothing came from myside..



nd he didnt wait to hear ....I saw him walking away from me...I dont know how long I stood there watching him going away from me....Someone inside me forced to run to him..I took few steps forward...I wished ..please once ..only once.. turn back and see me standing .............
But ....