am i happy?????

Stupid...are you happy..
wht make you happy..i have completed one year as software engg...Now wht are my savings...
if you wanna know whts my bank balance..thn im hapy to say that its still sufficient for me to live a life as i want...nd physically i earned a soft belly.....sitting idle all time in office as well home is the reason behind tht belly..Still Im not happy..Why..?Do you know..why im not satisfied or unhappy...??????
I am realy unable to find an answer for that...

BUt Im happy for wht i got as relationships..
i got to know somany ppl...they were strangers ..still strangers..but strangly i am intrested in them..
im talking to them..watching them..
and i think they are like my other friends..
They are my friends..
I never dreamt of friends from diffrent places of INdia.....I should mention abyt a guy..Im a bit confused...He talks in diffrent ways..sometimes he is very happy and talkative nd sometimes as gloomy as im..
strange right..do you find any similarity..heheh..got it right..hmmm....
Daily Im seeing some of thems performance..Performing for their personal intresy\t..
I hate them..
But still i cannot show my anger on them..Why?Because they are not friends,,They are just co workers..BE PROFESSIONAL..
hehehhe
Do u think I like the behaviour Im Showing to them...NEver,,
ITS someone else..
I lost mYseLf...
But Im coward..or i didnt find my way.....

never published.....

I wrote this long back..may be exactly one year back..nd i was not able to publish it..
so here its...

nthng to say..she s ma chweet akku..chakkara...dash..unda...do ..do..do...ths s hw she begn her scentence whn talkng..luks like little sweet gal..but....in realty..mappu crude..(heheh)..i thnk green wll b her colr in our machz gp....pilleru piduthakkaru kandal..muttayikku pakaram kurachu pullu koduthal mathi..bse u wll never see such a crazy gal..shes mad abt pullu...nt alone pullu..evrythng small nd cute in nature...shs ma world bank ...hehhe..lending money with 0 intrest..ma akku ....got a brthr ..pappu..(hehhe)u may wonder what its,..
a tesimonial i wrote for my chweet akku...